Why he thought being honest meant belittling me. Why he felt like it was okay to say ‘can I be honest with you?…….I didn’t know you were a big girl……I mean your pictures are really beautiful…. but I didn’t know you were that big’ how can someone make me feel so small and embarrassed to even exist. How can words hurt me and bring me to a low point just by being spoken. I’m strong but sometimes I just for once want to feel loved and cared about irregardless of my size. I just want someone to belong to. Is that too much to ask?!
Gosh this feeling sucks.